In addition to all the unpleasantness and discomfort I've already experienced, I have also had moments of profound and heart-wrenching positivity. These moments have all been unique and wholly unexpected. They have already made all the difference.
Tag: temporality
(de)evolution
I will never feel confident in my health again, not ever, even if I do beat this cancer. I just hope I'll recognize myself when I'm through.
time, medicine, and sabotage.
It doesn't feel as if three weeks have passed, but I am losing temporality. It happened first in short bursts - during tests, scans, and appointments. The sound of doctors explaining complex, unhappy medical information has a uniquely memorable cadence.
medicinal sausage 